hiatus

dusty in here...i should start clean it up! i have not update anything after 26th december '08. no reason, just plain lazy. not a good start for 2009 ey? heh :) Ok this is the real reason, i thought i want to take a break from blogging but can't resist the temptation to type in here :)). while i'm in a 'short break', i still do blog hopping to my favorites sites. i guess when u always read others u tend to have a 'writer block'. That what happen to me. my brain 'kaput' to produce any ideas to write. today make no different. but i push myself to open this blog and finally write something. yeay to me! :P

Chinese New Year is around the corner. my colleagues already start taken up leave leaving the office half empty+ extra freezing.brrrrrr... I have no plans for this coming holiday. most probably 'lepaking' at home and go to the park with Damia :) quick update on her: she turning 16 month yesterday. now we see each other everyday! we finally register her to the nearest daycare! 1st and 2nd week been hard but now she adjusting well. yeay!clever enough to reject veggies -_-! loves brushing teeth :) her first molar had showing up! and new hobby is biting everything! huhu
Got to go now... i will try to update as often as i could. hope not to late to wish everyone a happy new year and Gong Xi Fa Chai!!!

26

Well it's my birthday today...
26 years... i am still far from achieving anything remarkable. I have BIG dreams. To own a house, to raise my own children, to have a secure financial and to have job that I truly love. I haven't work out single thing yet! I'm not letting it be just some plain dreams...
In a few days we will entering 2009. I want to work hard. I am less productive this year. It's not a really great year after all.nothing feels right. all sucks! so I will move to another department. will open new chapter. it still something that not fit in me. but I'm still working it out.
Come across to this song makes me lit up a bit.



Blessed muharam to all muslim. may the new year furnish us with deeper faith and increase our commitment for amal ibadah and taqwa.

Months 15

Wow! 15 months had passed... termenung jap @_@

As I always mention here, Damia is active. It's not active active, really active I mean. Good for her age to explore everything not good to me as I begin to develop the high-pitch voice -_-! Damia has her own interest now. Likes and dislikes. Her character is much shown too. She is girly girl. She likes carry around handbags. Not any handbags only the selected one. She will choose. Must be her Nanna's influence. I'm not girly. I can go with one handbag for any occasions! :P So before she move to shoessss we slowly introduce her with some extreme sports. We begin with rock climbing. the artificial one lah at nearby park. She took it well... toddler mana lah tak suka panjat2 yer dak? She can be girly girl, I don't mind. This kind of activities just to overcome her fear. Like now, Damia afraid of getting inside ball pool and toys put-inside-coin-move at mall. . entah kenapa...we try once. She wailing!!
Oh oh have I mention she loves to dance? put on any beat ohboy she really can dance hihi mommy said I should enroll her to dance class. :) how about ballet? buntat sure gonna be freak. hahahaha
darling darling damia, happy 15months darling.
Ibu loves you.

S.I.C.K

It's been raining non-stop.
fallen sick again.. this time hit reaaaaaaaaaaaaly bad!!
Now recovering... sniff*sniff*ahhhhhhhchooo!!!!
looks like year of horse not ngam with my doggie.. asyik kena attack jek..
mr.doggie pls get along with mr.cow next year ok?!@ woof woof woof!!! good doggie good doggie
:P

Months 14

*I just realize that i forget to publish this post. duh!


Damia is four-teen month today. She is one happy, active toddler. she loves screaming to the max. either when she excited or upset with my word of NO. :)

She not speak with proper vocab yet. When she wants something, she just point with sound "eh..eh..eh" buntat taught her on recognizing things and people. Like "mana kipas?" "tuhhhhhhhhh kipas" he taught her every time they lazying in front of the tv. without fail.keep asking her daughter again and again.[really annoyed me sometimes :P] but it works. damia now know what is kipas is. bravo my man! [Ok jangan sebut kipas lagi.:P]

She likes to shake her booty. With and without music. she looks cute and funny! I stop buying her toys. for now. she just not interested. she rather play with real household items. more interesting eh. hmphh!

She throws tantrum more often now. guling sana-sini. kesabaran sangat tipis ;P when i be the monster buntat will be her hero. vice versa. Garang eh?

She understand simple instruction.Like "take your bottle", "close the drawer"... i try to keep it more simple and short. kadang berjela gak bila bebel kihkih

Here damia at 14 month. Nampak kelakar la pulak with that dress. should put a nice flowery headband.bile la nak tumbuh rambut... beli wig? lalalala She lost most of her baby phat. makin tinggi. appetite pun kurang. she insist to feed by herself so byk keluar lah dari masok. takpe janji masuk perut sudah.. :)

Loves u so much darling...!

selekeh ker?

It's not a BIG deal when you are not selected to be inside your company website. the matter is you are not in because you are 'selekeh'! oh sadis nye kebenaran... it's the way am dress. cam tak kena je ngan designation huahuahuahua walaupun pahit ku terima jua :P
Yeah yeah it's true.most of times i tend to dress really simple.make-up?nahhhhhhh... wear it when i feel like to. usually lip balm will do. teruk ek... ohhh the worst thing my attire to the office is my sandal. it's my habit after having damia.no more heals. Ok sometimes i do wear wedges.Yg boleh di kira dengan jari. and my pump that i deserted under my desk.pakai bila masuk meeting aje. =_=!! no wonder mommy always call me sloppy T___T
I know i need a major makeover. but i just don't know where to start... aiyayayaya @_@

to my darling buntat...

Happy two year anniversary abi!