Here we go again....

Well... i am ashamed. after all this talks want to keep posting and then abandoned it again and again, shame on me! toink!~
November is here. and today is..... drum roll *v* my 5th anniversary day!!! gosh 5 years~! with same person (oopss! ^.^) plus 3 years i know him that make 8 years!!! It's a happy day in the same time a sad day as we couldn't be together.... today! he did wish tho. i thought he forgot. Life taught us well, how to live together. Maybe still not enough but we learn.We currently having our down moment. As today is our sacred day, we purely wish that we will overcome the storms and the rainbows will come eventually to shining the rest of our lives.
We have our princess that keep us ground, reminding us why we need to work it out this relationship somehow. Talking about her...she's turn four last September 18th. To give her another sibling is in one of my so called bucket list but no sign. Insya-allah ada. ahh... she sleeping next to me now. Been a month or two? she not wearing diapers at night. sukses? yeah sukses!! I actually tried earlier when she was 3 for diaperless night mission. Failed  everytime because i sucks at waking up at wee hours of the morning to take her to the toilet. But now hey hey my BIG GIRL... somehow she managed to tahan until morning. eh she looks not so soundly sleep, its raining outside. ugh warning! maybe she need to go to the loo. Ok got to stop here. Good nite.

Thunder!Thunder!Thundercat!!! ;)

saja je tittle tu.. tiba2 teringat katun lama heh.

kat luar hujan lebat plus kilat plus angin kuat cam nak tumbang pokok kat depan opis ni..

otak tengah ligat fikir route mana yg konfem tak jammed hujan2 camni...

walaupun cuti sekolah, dan walaupun tempat kerja melawan arus kadang2 tu sangkut jugak kat atas jalanraya. 

bak kata sorang ex-kelik 'jalanraya kat kl ni sangat unpredictable, kira kalau sape yg dapat predict tuh cam menang loteri lah' lebih kurang camtu lah..

oh... hujan dah berhenti... lagi satu jam nak ambil damia. hari ni dia pesan 'ibu jangan ambil damia lambat lagi oke!!' hehe

5 health reasons to not quit coffee

aha!
found an interesting article when i open up my yahoo.
This is for all coffee lover ;)

arghhh!

I'm having a super hard time learning mandarin!
Otak sudah tepu!!!

Start!

Damia's 1st day to mandarin class! I take a half day session from 2.30p.m to 5.30p.m. They also have whole day learning+daycare. Their schedule quite pack but I let Damia adapt the changes slowly first. I still send to her old daycare in the morning. Like today, at 12.30p.m fetch her and back to mom's place for resting before sending her to class at 2.15p.m. Registration went off smoothly and the teacher straightaway brought her to class upstairs. It was so quick-action from the teacher even damia can't gave any reaction! 

Damia: ibu, tunggu tau! 

sorry pumpkin, i couldn't wait but i'll be there as early as i could.

ooppss!

baru perasan perut tambah dua kek lapis sejak kerja dgn family.... melampau kan? baru nak pasan...ces!
seluar jeans semua dah sendat... baju semua dah naik size hishhh~
malam tadi lagi manambahkan realiti yg diri makin ehem besar bila damia cakap 'dah lah ibu gemuk kan abah...'(whattttt?????) muka dia slumber je... buntat ofcos gelak menggila aishh~

payau nye hakikat huhuhu...

*agaknye kalau buat bungee jumping tuh mau turun sekilo dua?

Before I turn 30

Let see...
This year I am 29th, left 672 days before I turn to three-oh uh-oh...
I started to prepare a bucket list that I hope can be fulfill before the time come... here we go;

1. Have another child. In process of persuade buntat to donate his sperm kekeke 
And if success on this... wish I can back to my once adventurous body and do stuff like;
2. Bungee jumping!!! At least once! I really really really want to do this!
3. To climb again the Mount Kinabalu. This time via ferrata.

A via ferrata (Italian for "road with irons". Plural vie ferrate. In German, Klettersteig) is a mountain route which is equipped with fixed cables, stemples, ladders, and bridges. The use of these allows otherwise isolated routes to be joined to create longer routes which are accessible to people with a wide range of climbing abilities. Walkers and climbers can follow vie ferrate without needing to use their own ropes and belays, and without the risks associated with unprotected scrambling and climbing. They are found in a number of European countries, including Italy,Germany, England, France, Austria, Slovenia, Romania, Switzerland, Spain, Sweden, Norway, and Poland (famous Orla Perć); and a few places in the United States, Canada, Malaysia andSingapore. The first via ferratas were built in the Dolomite mountain region of Italy during the First World War, to aid the movement of mountain infantry. The world's highest via ferrata, at 3,800 metres, is located at Mount Kinabalu in the state of Sabah, Malaysia.

4. Get a diving license.
5. I wish I can have Apple - iPad :)

Update!!!
6. Buy more fiction novels. Start too with nonfiction books.
7. Read more.
8. Earn more.
9. To do MORE savings.
10. Learn mandarin language (gotta do this before damia start her school! At least get some basic...)

More?
Lets work these first...

pagi oh pagi

Started from college, i never once woke up early easily. The caused of living with friends, partying studying hard at night *cough*cough* and the habit of waking up late continuously until today. Damia seems to take my bad habit since we both always woke up on 8-9am on weekdays, my workdays! (I got a tons of mgmt complaints because my punctuality) and you don't want to know what time I get up on weekend then...verrry late! I've been trying to woke up early, set my alarm clock but it never works. I heard it ringing, i switched off, back to la la land and ta~da i got up on my usual time.
Working with parents somehow make me taking more advantage on this. Showed up in the office in whatever time that I like. But boy... i am really over the limit. My job performances decrease dramatically... daddy started giving long lectures on work etiquettes. haihs... 28th years kena bebel. shame on me!
So for 2011 i got to buckled down myself. It will get worst if I didn't start now.  With Damia growing up, soon have to go to school...it will be nice if i change my habit and have a peaceful morning. have make it real!!! current situation is upside down. every morning start with kelam kabut. This is what happened if mom woke up the same time as daughter. Disaster!!! 

again...

I broke my promise to keep this blog up and alive...

Sorry damia!~

Hope not to late to wish a Happy New Year. Let's make another memories together pumpkin~

Ibu & Abah loves you. You might sees us bickering a lot to each other, don't you worry and don't be sad. That is just normal us. Sometimes we got carried away but things never get uglier. This year, we will definitely work it out. That is... to be more calm :)   

XXX