I can't think anything straight. We haven't seen each other for so long... he's in BP and I'm here... never go back to BP again since my grandmother "mak" died. he re married. I never contact him. When mia born, he never asks about her. we had fallen apart. until this happen....i'm asking myself why. I can't really remember what makes our relationship so cold. we just........... stop talk. but things aren't looking good right now.in this difficult situation i shall leave all behind and just pray.
