Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Heartbreaking news

Just got a phone call from my mother saying that my grandfather "abah" went into the hospital because of colon cancer. His condition has been worsen after surgery on monday. We will going back to J*ohor tonight.

I can't think anything straight. We haven't seen each other for so long... he's in BP and I'm here... never go back to BP again since my grandmother "mak" died. he re married. I never contact him. When mia born, he never asks about her. we had fallen apart. until this happen....i'm asking myself why. I can't really remember what makes our relationship so cold. we just........... stop talk. but things aren't looking good right now.in this difficult situation i shall leave all behind and just pray.