My grandfather passed away on Wednesday night, 29.07.09 because of 'massive pulmonary embolism perforated rectal cancer'.
No, we not able to reached there early... which makes me bitter whenever i think of it ~sigh~ No, i also not attending his funeral @p*arit r*aja. I stayed back at pakude's house, still can't think clearly on what just happened. On the last day, before heading back to KL, we stopped by at his grave. daddy said i need to let go my feeling. knelt down on the ground, all i can said, 'abah, kak long minta maaf'....my words broke into tears, i can't hold it any longer.... i should apologize long time before.. no use..............
-Al-fatihah to arwah. semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat-Nya-
