v!rus melanda

damia tak sihat.batuk2 dah seminggu lebih.muntah2 dah 3 hari straight. asal tido je mesti batuk teruk lepas tu bluekkkkkkkk. kesian giler. tido terganggu. merengek2 damia. p klinik dah.doktor bagi ubat batuk dengan sakit tekak.melalak2 bila kena makan ubat. kali nih ubat pahit. selalu tak payah sua dia sendiri mintak. scott emulsion perasa oren tu pulak susah nak telan. nak bagi je "nanak! nanakkkk!!" hmmmm

malam tadi damia bangun tetiba nanges.tak tau kenapa.dukung, dia lembikkan badan.sakit perut ke?hidung tersumbat ke?taktau dah nak check mana satu.mati akal.pujuk damia.dia nanges suara dah serak2.risau ok.tiapkali tido ada sapu vicks kat dada, belakang ngan tapak kaki.stoking pakai sebb damia tak suka gebar.tapi tak jugak ok.kena jumpa doktor lagi gayanya...

riso....riso...

sarapan di mana?

belakang ofis je hehe. ntah macam mana ter' hooked dengan sardine roll gerai belakang nih. sedap woooo... boleh nanges la kalau makan. dengan ranggup nye tak berminyak pulak tuh haih ----> tgk siap mengeluh lagik sedap tak sedap tuh :D tiapkali beli musti 4 ketul. ada sekali tuh 6 ketul!! melampau giler hahahaha penangan sardine roll...

nanti nak cuba riki2 la pakcik belakang guane dia buat :)

Heartbreaking news II

My grandfather passed away on Wednesday night, 29.07.09 because of 'massive pulmonary embolism perforated rectal cancer'.

No, we not able to reached there early... which makes me bitter whenever i think of it ~sigh~ No, i also not attending his funeral @p*arit r*aja. I stayed back at pakude's house, still can't think clearly on what just happened. On the last day, before heading back to KL, we stopped by at his grave. daddy said i need to let go my feeling. knelt down on the ground, all i can said, 'abah, kak long minta maaf'....my words broke into tears, i can't hold it any longer.... i should apologize long time before.. no use..............

-Al-fatihah to arwah. semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat-Nya-

Heartbreaking news

Just got a phone call from my mother saying that my grandfather "abah" went into the hospital because of colon cancer. His condition has been worsen after surgery on monday. We will going back to J*ohor tonight.

I can't think anything straight. We haven't seen each other for so long... he's in BP and I'm here... never go back to BP again since my grandmother "mak" died. he re married. I never contact him. When mia born, he never asks about her. we had fallen apart. until this happen....i'm asking myself why. I can't really remember what makes our relationship so cold. we just........... stop talk. but things aren't looking good right now.in this difficult situation i shall leave all behind and just pray.

weeeeeee.............................

Location: Taman Tasik Permaisuri

Month 21

ehe dah jadi mcam monthly newsletter pulak :)

Nak update blog sekarang dah jarang-jarang sekali apatah lagi nak bloghopping. Kerja sangat menggila sekarang. balik rumah dah penat! bila bukak blog tros 'blank' akibat lama sangat tak menulis... tgh cuba nak merangka2 ayat huh, susah betul!

Dah pertengahan tahun ek... kejap betul! damia seperti biasa. tiap hari ada je skil baru.. weekend lepas p OU tgh dok jenjalan chips dia terjatuh..tros dia sebut lailahaillah (dgn pelatnye lah) kuat giler.. hahaha cepat2 kitorang blah sebb chips tu bertaburan betul2 depan kedai spek yg agak posh kukikuki setiap patah perkataan tu dah boleh agak2 jugak... ada yang err main teka2 hehe
Rajin gak 'nolong' kat dapur. paling suka sekali bancuh susu. pandai lak tu susun atur nih.dia yg bagi flask ngan susu. kalau takde apa nak rush boleh la layan2 lagi kalo nak cepat... hm pepaham ler... berguling2 anak dara i kat lantai :D tak boleh tinggi suara sikit, sentappp... tau2 je dah meleleh air mata. sangat drama! haha

Tengah membelek2 booster seat utk damia. selama ni guna carrier dia jek yg kitorang dgn kreatifnya jadikan mendalah tu mcm kerusi... :D tapi dah 2 tahun tu cukup2 lah. kasik upgrade. :)

so....

booster atau car seat?

Month 20

hulo~ :)

I left this blog dusty again... my jobs keep me busy. Neither have time to write nor read blogs... All I do works...works..works... till my head explode! joking :P well almost...

Today marks 2o months journey with Damia. Few month will turn to T2 hihi nothing much changed. She is getting taller, healthier, naughtier, clever and cuter!!! While I... becoming more like green monster when she in mischievious mode. Oh, biasalah tu kan?